Our Diaries

Empty your mind Be formless  Be shapeless  Like water When you put water into a cup It becomes the cup You put water into a bottle  It becomes the bottle  You put it in a teapot It becomes the teapot Water it can flow or it can crash Be water 

 Where are you now? I’m breathing alive.  I’m faded. When I was working in Zhengzhou as an university lecturer every time my driver Tony was playing this song in the his car. On both ways from my home to Shenzhen airport on Mondays morning and from Shenzhen airport to home every Tuesday night. 

 Today is Nikki’s birthday. We are far far from each other. This is the second birthday that we are not with each other. The first one was in 2013 that I came to Italy for the first time. 

 Today I used a crazy app that is changing my picture with different ages or gender. Here are the results. Maybe Erika in 18 years would look like this. 😆

 You look like Italian peasants 😅             

Every day I am applying for jobs here in Europe. Today I got informed about that I got rejected for two job positions. Like always.  I feel that I am really tired and hopeless. 3 months away from you two and still nothing special is happening. Just I passed some exam and I am just hopeful to graduate asap.   

 I watch the "In Bruges" movie today.  It was a nice movie. I liked it.  Nice quotes in the movie:  The things you're taught as a child, they never really leave you, do they?"  -What am I gonna do, ken?  - Just keep moving. Try no to think about it.