Our Diaries

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to Lost all faith in the things I have achieved And I [Chorus:] I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created I'm longing to be lost in you (away from this place I have made) Won't you take me away from me Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed I can't go on like this I loathe all I've become [Chorus] Lost in a dying world I reach for something more I have grown so weary of this lie I live I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created I'm longing to be lost in you I have woken now to find myself I'm lost in shadows of my own I'm longing to be lost in you Away from me.

Today I cried after a long time! I don't remember the last time crying! When Mr.Aslani told me there is no way to take the thermodynamics exam again, while he was embarrassing me by his words I was in tears. I was speechless and in tears. The moment I came out of the mechanics office I broke down and wept. I'm so so sad.I was supposed to buy her a wrist watch today but I couldn't make it. Thermodynamics II grade: 8 out of 20

we bought these watches for each other! Actually these are our birthday presents.

We celebrate my birthday in a very nice coffee shop.

Where in hell can you go Far from the things that you know Far from the sprawl of concrete That keeps crawling its way About 1,000 miles a day? Take one last look behind Commit this to memory and mind Don't miss this wasteland, this terrible place When you leave Keep your heart off your sleeve Motherland cradle me Close my eyes Lullaby me to sleep Keep me safe Lie with me Stay beside me Don't go, don't you go O, my five & dime queen Tell me what have you seen? The lust and the avarice The bottomless, the cavernous greed Is that what you see? Motherland cradle me Close my eyes Lullaby me to sleep Keep me safe Lie with me Stay beside me Don't go It's your happiness I want most of all And for that I'd do anything at all, o mercy me! If you want the best of it or the most of all If there's anything I can do at all Now come on shot gun bride What makes me envy your life? Faceless, nameless, innocent, blameless and free

PENCIL  Says: I'm sorry ERASER  Says: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. PENCIL  Says I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. ERASER  Says: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on. Though their children w

I saw ourselves in New york right next to the store! we were waving to the camera!! She and I in Times Square http://www.earthcam.com/usa/newyork/timessquare/